Heard a song this morning for which I had to share the lyrics with you. It's called "Tough Little Boys" (by country music star Gary Allen) and expresses all of the feelings I have as a father for you. The song is addressed to the singer's daughter, but it's the sentiments and feelings of the song rather than the actual words that really matter the most. I love you, Kieran!
"Tough Little Boys"
Well I never once
Backed down from a punch
Well I'd take it square on the chin
Well I found out fast
A bully's just that
You've got to stand up to him
So I didn't cry when I got a black eye
As bad as it hurt, I just grinned
But when tough little boys grow up to be dads
They turn into big babies again.
Scared me to death
When you took your first steps
And I'd fall everytime you fell down
Your first day of school, I cried like a fool
And I followed your school bus to town
Well I didn't cry, when Old Yeller died
At least not in front of my friends
But when tough little boys grow up to be dads
They turn into big babies again
Well I'm a grown man
And as strong as I am
Sometimes its hard to believe
That one little girl, with little blonde curls
Could totally terrify me
If you were to ask
My wife would just laugh
She'd say "I know all about men
How when tough little boys grow up to be dads
They turn into big babies again"
Well I know one day, I'll give you away
And I'm gonna stand there and smile
And when I get home, and I'm all alone
Well, I'll sit in your room for a while
Well I didn't cry when Old Yeller died
At least not in front of my friends
But when tough little boys grow up to be dads
They turn into big babies again
When tough little boys grow up to be dads
They turn into big babies again.
I have created this site so that my son, Kieran Edward Bignell, will be able to easily find me, his father, Rob Bignell, and so that he will know that I love him, that I always have, and that I always will. Against our wishes, we have been torn from one another's lives and kept apart, separated by distance and time. But one day, Kieran will seek me. Kieran - I am here for you. Come to me.
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Monday, July 15, 2013
I found 'Star Trek:TAS' comic books!
I'm so very excited, Kieran - I found some neat "Star Trek" comic books that are written just for boys your age. They are based on the "Star Trek" characters as shown in the "Star Trek" cartoons (also known as "Star Trek: The Animated Series")!
One of them is a version of "Yesteryear," the spiode in which Mr. Spock is shown as a little boy who's 7 years old! That was probably your favorite "Star Trek" cartoon episode when you were a preschooler.
I shall read through the other comic books - which are all posted online - to see which ones you might like best. Then I will have to print them out and bind somehow into a folder for you!
One of them is a version of "Yesteryear," the spiode in which Mr. Spock is shown as a little boy who's 7 years old! That was probably your favorite "Star Trek" cartoon episode when you were a preschooler.
I shall read through the other comic books - which are all posted online - to see which ones you might like best. Then I will have to print them out and bind somehow into a folder for you!
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Your love of great water fountains
June 26, 2009, in Ojai, Calif. |
While you found any water fountain fun to slash in when a toddler and a preschooler, two of them come to mind.
One was in Ojai, Calif., behind the arcade area. The fountain had a flower pattern in the middle of it and the water came right up to the lip, where it flowed over into a basin below.
The other was in Downtown Disneyland. The fountain was shaped like a flower petal and shot water upward like a geyser. You always wanted me to take you over to it so you watch it!
Saturday, July 13, 2013
My email to you for week of July 6-13
Here is my email to
you for the week of July 6-13, 2013, in case you do not receive it:
The air rockets that you shot off at school sound like a great class project. How high did your air rocket go? I once had a model rocket that looked like the Enterprise from “Star Trek.” It went about 40 feet in the air. When you are older, we will have to shoot off some model rockets at Grandpa and Grandma Bignell’s farm.
Hi Kieran,
How are you today? Hope you are doing well. I had so much
fun with you yesterday! I’ve also attached the photos of our time together as I
promised.
I am so glad you liked the “Star Trek” guys and the
Enterprise. Having them take the pod to an alien planet and explore it, just
like we used to play, was a good time. There are other “Star Trek” pod
characters we can get, so I will look for them in stores and bring some along
the next time we get together.
Putting together and playing with the Lone Ranger Legos was fun,
too. There are a whole bunch of Lone Ranger Lego sets, so I will look for them as
well. We have to find one with Tonto, the Lone Ranger’s faithful companion. I sure
hope you get to see the movie soon.
You have really gotten fast – Catching you was really difficult
when we played football! I am so proud of you that you working on your baseball
and soccer skills and getting better at them. When you were younger, we had a
T-ball set, and you were very good at hitting the ball. You had very strong
arms and could hit the ball a long ways! You also could throw a great spiral
with the football. Always focus on and master the fundamentals, and you’ll do
really well playing any game.
You’ve also are really learning the states! I was amazed at
how many of them you remembered when we put together the puzzle. Would you also
like to learn where the countries of the world are, since you asked about
Greece? I shall have to find a world map puzzle for us.
The air rockets that you shot off at school sound like a great class project. How high did your air rocket go? I once had a model rocket that looked like the Enterprise from “Star Trek.” It went about 40 feet in the air. When you are older, we will have to shoot off some model rockets at Grandpa and Grandma Bignell’s farm.
The “Snackin’ Safari” game with the elephant springs sure
was neat, wasn’t it? Getting the food cards to stick to the suction cup is
difficult to do, isn’t it? I think the game might better if the elephant trunk
and the cars had magnets on them instead, don’t you?
Have you tried on the new shirt yet? It’s pretty cool how it
says “California Lifeguards Association” on it! Since the Long Beach T-shirt I
got you was a little big, this time I got you one that was a size smaller – I hope
it fits!
Hopefully the Pokémon cards also will help your set that you
have. I’m afraid I don’t much about Pokémon – maybe you can explain more about
it to me next time!
Well, that is all for now. We next get together on Friday,
July 26, and I can’t wait to see you! I love you and miss you very much; I
think about you every day!
Love,
Dad
Friday, July 12, 2013
We now get to visit every other week!
I am very excited about visiting with you today, Kieran! Beginning today, we get to see one another every other Friday!
I will bring some more "Star Trek" characters as you asked for last time, as well as some of our older toys and games and books that we have. And of course I'll bring some surprises, too!
Grandma Bignell also plans to bake some stuff for you, too, though I'm not certain what she has planned.
I also will be sure to ask you what you interested in to help guide my future purchases for us when we get together in a couple of weeks.
I will bring some more "Star Trek" characters as you asked for last time, as well as some of our older toys and games and books that we have. And of course I'll bring some surprises, too!
Grandma Bignell also plans to bake some stuff for you, too, though I'm not certain what she has planned.
I also will be sure to ask you what you interested in to help guide my future purchases for us when we get together in a couple of weeks.
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Your love for 'Green Eggs and Ham'
One of the books you loved to have me read to you when you were a preschooler was "Green Eggs and Ham" by Dr. Seuss. You'd laugh with glee at the pictures and loved the rhymes - the latter so much that we'd sometimes repeat them to one another out of the blue.
I'd walk past you and say something, "I am Sam. Sam I am!" You'd get a big smile on your face and respond, "That Sam-I-Am, that Sam-I-Am, I do not like that Sam-I-Am!"
Or you might ask me if I liked something, and I'd say back, "I do not like them in a house. I do not like them with a mouse!"
The book got you interested in all kinds of other Dr. Seuss titles when you were five years old!
I'd walk past you and say something, "I am Sam. Sam I am!" You'd get a big smile on your face and respond, "That Sam-I-Am, that Sam-I-Am, I do not like that Sam-I-Am!"
Or you might ask me if I liked something, and I'd say back, "I do not like them in a house. I do not like them with a mouse!"
The book got you interested in all kinds of other Dr. Seuss titles when you were five years old!
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Happy birthday to Beatles' Ringo!
Beatles tribute band at Bugstock on March 25, 2012, at the Orange County Fairgrounds in Costa Mesa, Calif. |
Ringo was you favorite Beatle when you were a preschooler. You always asked to hear his songs when we listened to Beatles CDs in the car or Jeep. "Boys" was one song you always had to hear!
One of the Sunday morning radio programs we used to listen to in the car when in San Diego did a special show about Ringo this weekend. It brought back lots of sweet memories of you!
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